Well, Labor Day started out great. We went to the lake with family and some friends to play in the water and jet ski and we had a great time. After we were done I put Carter in the car and sat in the front seat, but then saw that Brian needed help packing the car, so I went to get out of the car and pop, my knee locked into place.
Back up six years: I was training for a marathon then and was running about 25 miles a week, so that, along with the bad knee gene from my dad, weakened my cartilidge. One night I was at a party at a friends house and we got in this huge pillow fight, with teams, baracades, points, you know, the whole thing. (can you tell guys were involved?) anyway, I went to hit someone and stepped wrong on a pillow and twisted my knee. Right then my weakened cartilidge tore and the twisting motion caused it to fold in half and lock my knee in place. The only way to fix that is to do arthroscopic surgery. They sewed up the cartilidge, I healed, and my knee eventually went back to normal.
I know that at some point I reinjured it because my knee has popped out of place several times since then, but I've always been able to somehow get it to unlock. But not this time. It's locked at a 90 degree angle and I can only get it to move up and down about 10 degrees or so, and I definitely can't put any weight on it. My knee really hurts and my whole leg is under some serious stress. So we were able to get an appointment today (which is a miracle) with an orthopedic surgeon and an MRI confirmed that I did have a torn meniscus, so he scheduled me for knee surgery tomorrow at 1:30 (which is an even GREATER miracle).
So the surgery can go two ways. They can repair the cartilidge and I will have to be in crutches for six weeks. SIX WEEKS? No walking without them. OR they could go in and see that my cartilidge is unrepairable, and in that case they would remove the cartilidge completely. Since there would be nothing to heal, I would be able to walk as soon as I feel I am able, BUT because there is no cartilidge there to protect the joint, I would not be able to run again, EVER. I could walk, bike swim and other low impact exercises though. And later in life I might have a greater chance at having arthritis in that knee. So I don't know which way I would prefer it to go. Being in crutches for six weeks with two little kids will be miserable. But having limits placed on my physical abilites doesn't sound too appealing either. But its really out of my hands, so we'll just have to see.
Oh, and to make it worse, Abby and Carter both have diahrrea. Thank goodness Brian is healthy. So pray for me and our little family, and I will keep you posted.
Oh, and if this post doesn't completely make sense, I'm blaming it on the muscle relaxers.